Sadness is when you don't know what you are doing yet the social parameters compel you to keep doing all these pointless things. Losing your head over these questions, that society puts upon you. Your actions yelling of your blatant attempts to vanity, yet someone barely notices your presence. And then comes the FEAR... The fear of the unknown. What if it stays like this forever? What if you grow old, hoping someone would come along, someone you have no idea exists. Someone you have dreamt of since you first felt the magical sting of love. And when the reality hits you like a bitch, comes the DESPERATION. The utter desperation makes you so weak, that you start seeing the special person you dreamt of(HER), in every other person you see. Like that girl across the road, the beautiful neighbour that never noticed you and the girl at the shop downtown that smiles at you every time you pass by. But then you realize that people don't really care about others, she smiles hoping that you'd come over and buy something from her pathetic little shop. When what you were thinking was completely otherwise. So you start cursing the world with every nasty word you know, for being so selfish. And then the thought of why the world isn't more like HER, bumps you yet again. And you become SAD over this mere thought.
