Blatant appeal to vanity!

I just want someone with whom I can be myself,
Someone with whom I can be the weird devil(that I am),
Someone with whom I don't have to worry about being awkward
because she is too, and we can marinate in our awkwardness together,
Someone with whom I can do all the crazy things out the top of my head
and not give a crap about the people judging you,
Is it too much to ask for?
  
 I just want someone with whom I can talk to all night

and still feel like I left out on something to talk about,
I just want someone who gets irritated in the most sweetest of ways
when I keep bugging her with all these weird talks,
I just want someone who understands all the stupid things I say,
be that something from a TV show or from a song,
Because she watches and listens to them too!
Is it too much to ask for?

I just want someone who takes my puerile actions
As something that comes with me,
I just want someone who nods,
Even when every other person around me is confused,
I just want someone who reads this and understands me.
Is it too much to ask for?

And even though everyone one persists,
That it indeed is too much to ask for,
I still believe, that "THAT SOMEONE" exists,

Because when I finally do find her,

No one in the world will love her more than me.

    

You!

The dark sky, with them glimmering stars all over,
Making me ponder upon what not,
Why are the stars so beautiful yet so very saddening?
Why do I feel so blue?
Why am I being such a scumbag?
But mostly it just makes me think of you.

The people around me, with their extraordinary normalcy,
Making me think of what not,
Why is everyone so busy?
Why is everyone so distant?
How are people so stupid and selfish all at the same time?
But mostly how astonishingly you differ from these infidels.

The big name people, with their pretentious crap,
Making me cudgel my brain about what not,
How are they so self centered?
How can they not care of the world beyond themselves?
How are they the "newsmakers" yet the most annoying people?
But mostly how perfect you are, and how you deserve it better than all of these goofbags!