The wait

So I took the first step to following the dream... I am at the test centre waiting for them to call my name. And I had some spare time so why not write about it :D Everything from here on will get exciting. Once i pass this English Proficiency Test, I get to apply for the college I'm planning to go to. But I need good scores for that to happen... Of course I believe I can do good but I get distracted really easily. And god forbid, if I get distracted in this test right here, I AM DONE FOR! Anywho, I think I will take the time off to stare at this dorky-eautiful girl sitting in front of me now. Toodles!

Rush

Have you ever had that RUSH? That particular feeling when you are super nervous yet super excited. That particular moment when you stammer and your body starts trembling yet you know you never want this feeling to end because it is just too awesome. That thing running down your spine continuously as though someone had forced ice-cold water into your veins.
I've felt that RUSH once, just once. I remember it so vividly... So, I had a crush on a ceratin someone for months before I finally got to meet her. That first meet up with her was when I felt it. My hands were shaking, body trembling and I was stammering as though I was just learning to talk. That shrill all over my body making me feel as though I am the happiest man on the face of the Earth. It was such an awesome feeling. Sadly, it never happened again. So that memory is very precious for me.
I'd love to feel that RUSH once again, would love to feel awesome once again, would love to be heavily drowned in someone's love once again...